behind every beautiful thing that exsisted, there was something tragic-wilde...

jennifer

21yrs old.scorpio (The Phoenix sang such a beautiful song that she burst into flames and rose again from the ashes. Scorpio is a sign of endings and new beginnings. In the Northern hemisphere it is at the time of the longest night and the beginning of the return of growth.)

. . . . she has many names and appears in many forms, but she always burns the same inside

  

women in music
at present, the position of women in music is sadly more centered around sexuality than talent/artistic ability...though I feel the beauty of the voice, lyrics and instrumentation is much more important .. women have ruled the world for millennia....they just do it more behind the curtain, letting the men play with their toys of war ..it might not lead to as much popularity...but it will most likely lead to a stronger following ..I think the unity would require a woman who is not obviously feminist, but who is quite intelligent and has strong leadership skills...lyrics.....driven music....exposure to not only the band's music but their stories...the band itself.... seeing it..hearing it...being exposed .one needs to see something they can truly relate to...something that affects them, personally .

  love
Love is underrated and overused for the wrong things, it should be the default tint for one's eyes to see the world and only removed when its truly failed ..
*Love is merely a madness*... William Shakespeare*

interests
I am a lady. I am bittersweet and dont play well with others. I'm old enough to know better but young enough not to care.
lunacy, poets, My other passion besides art and such, is music. Thats my first love
I have reddish hair and grey eyes, (inherited my grandmothers cmoplexiion and demure cheekbones).
finding beauty in the insanities
Seeker of knowledge, lover of nature,, spirituality,Ancient Goddess ,chinese culture,history,bettie page/.marilyn monroe., lilies, shows, cafes, smokes,Drawing, , Faeries and other mystical creatures, Medieval history, coffeeshop w*hor*e. .pseudo rockstar antics. .tantrums. .disasters,Mythology, Reading,H.P.Lovecraft, poe,Suza Scalara ,vanity/,misery, ambiance, desire,lust ,karma,tea
vintage clothes,ballerinas, graceful things, angels,full time daydreamer and goddess of virgins..
For my lonely prison of the day...

How sweet...

Too sweet...

Bittersweet.

music
sunny day real esate,hole, nirvana, heather nova, ours, cursive, tool,a perfect circle,emilie autumn,portishead,the strokes,sleater-kinney,tori,cat power,radiohead,bjork,son
ic youth, vast, pj harvey,frogpond,elliot smith, white stripes,stevie nicks, anything with melodic influence
 

soulmates

I believe soulmates are real..
not only connected at all levels, but radiating truth and spiritual energy..

It is that person when you drown in their sorrows, and capture their beauties derived from that pain..

...the roses will never wither and die...

Learning, growing, auras,dreams, healing.. all in that person..

To my love: "I Adore You As Much As..."by Charles Bauldeiure

I adore you as much as the vault of night,
O vase of sadness, O taciturn light,
And I love you even more, dear, when you turn away
And when you, ornamented with my night, display
More ironically the depths of the sea
That separate my arms from blue immensities.
I advance to attack, I climb to assault
Like a choir of worms on a corpse's salt
And I cherish you, O beast implacable and cruel!
At your coldest you are most beautiful

controlled gut instinct..

figure out what you feel, express it , but with control and self discipline..

it is perfectly fine to feed off of desires,, life is about living for yourself spiritually, physically, every way..

but there have to be limits...not many limits, but some..

to uphold internal

the void inside

is where everything has been going.
"nothing seems to satisfy".. so I just bide my time in this catatonic state and find sanity in old albums , and mystical moments.. and long hot baths seem to drown everything..

life is very fragile for me, as this year has been rather tedious and grueling, but I am hoping that this next year will blossom for me and bring much needed R & R..

tranquility lies inside, but it is finding it that is the demon. ,

for now I am in awe of anything sacred, and I hope and pray that nothing else is stripped from me..

I hope all of you suffering are able to find inner peace and divinity this new year..

xxx..jen

places to go to...

Hole
"I will make you a list of exquiste things"
Darkest Angels-a collection of artistic works

d to tease as well

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